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.​.​.​and look at me now​.​.​.

by Steffen Prentiss Yazvac

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1.
I used to worry bout being baptized 'front of a crowd I didn't know thought if I didn't I would go to hell I know its true now that I've grown Pastor Jeremy poundin purity but he's not exactly a man of God he said to try to tell the lost the Truth the lost was me and I was you why can't I say something I know I could just say something, but I don't why can't I say something I know I could just say one thing, but I don't stand up, stare down cast out the demons I am a coward, I'm a conqueror transgressor, redeemer why can't I say something I know I could just say something, but I don't why can't I say something I know I could just say one thing, but I don't say something, just one thing say something, some dumb thing
2.
sometimes I think that I'll die in my sleep so let's live with new things on the brink and I'll try to do my best and drink and smoke the rest most days I think you'll live longer than me so let's make the countdown worth its weight the boys with toys and dates and superhero faces how come life sucks and I don't give a fuck I wouldn't mind if I was high all the time but I don't think that would help and I'd miss the feels I felt I used to pray that I'd hear what you say but I can't tell what's what and I like it that way cuz it makes me keep guessin and always count my blessins
3.
Bouncy, Wet 02:54
bouncy, wet, plump, pornographic crushin feelings, fragile, tragic pray for freedom cage the magic now consequence of Mother Nature or the Father's plan on paper either way her fragrance floods my head then again, I try to make amends with the one that made women sin now I know that I don't make blood flow and the laws that led me low were all lies Valerie and Mia danced like David before Jesus and I felt the Spirit lead us to lean in then again, I try to make amends with the one that made women sin now I know that I don't make blood flow and the laws that led me low were all lies
4.
You Left 03:59
was it the smokes off color jokes or the one that you loved the most each on our rockers we are songbirds beer and cigarettes respectively like our fathers I don't know why why you faded away or got lost in time I don't know why why you left or did I was it the lord that did afford you some knowledge that I ignored slow and graceful like a play full of actors that acted less faithful I don't know why why you faded away or got lost in time I don't know why why you left or did I
5.
70x7 03:26
you scared the shit out of me and there's release of energy Jesus and Jim Dobson agree justification seems strange even so I curse the day when I refuse to change Father forgive me for you've sinned 70x7 don't know if I can forgive again you showed me we'd make the means to obedience from the trees you sold yourself what you received Father forgive me for I've sinned 70x7 my children don't know the half of it...
6.
Saved 04:47
grin on face holds heavy brow eyes stuck open, your heads bow "from our pain, may we be spared" as if God Almighty cared...who cares everyone saved thinks they know Christ all things considered, think twice everything will be alright everyone meet in the sky Your blood washed away my sin whose blood could wash away yours then? given holy looming threat salvation's just my dust speck everyone prays then roll the dice after all that pain, think twice everything won't be alright everyone closes their eyes
7.
You Do You 04:48
they dash around in my head then make their bed there they settle down in the ground then they grow ten feet tall be who you wanna be know what you want too go to the garden, Gethsemane carry your cross as if you choose there's a black hole in my soul taking control there's a tunnel. the light grows. pressing on towards be who you wanna be know what you want too go to the garden, Gethsemane carry your cross as if you choose Paul the Apostle said it best despite that other shit he said I know the things that I should do and don't follow through
8.
its so cold in Minnesota like the view of my shoulder rolled over but everybody knows we chose it we chose it don't wanna fight you're right its so warm in Indiana from the front porch kids in sandbox diggin but everybody knows we chose this we chose this I hope we're right we're right it's so brave of you to step out in the blizzard that we crept out into and everybody knows we chose it we chose it I think we're right in hindsight, goddamn....you're right. you're right
9.
Eucharist 04:50
the tall trees the daydreams the whisper through the leaves how sweet the soft pine the grapevine the body and the wine Divine the slow and steady squeeze of time stay with me please don't leave the rocks splash the hard laugh the feelin it won't last alas the way we can't quite grasp the thing we try to capture the slow and steady squeeze of time stay with me please don't leave

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...and look at me now... is a portrait of the pains and joys of my life thus far. May it find you and meet you where you are. Amen.

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released May 16, 2020

written and produced by Steffen Prentiss Yazvac

Mastered by Matt Whatley at Combover Mastering

additional instruments were recorded by their respective players

Jordan Banks- bass guitar on tracks 3,5, 6, and 7
synth on tracks 4 and 5
additional guitars on track 5
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Tory Kirgiss- drums and percussion on tracks 3, 5, and 6

Ben Lester- pedal steel on track 1

Diederik van Wassenaer- strings on track 6

Andrew Ling- drums on track 1

Thanks to all who supported this record- those that donated via Indiegogo, my wife Hannah, my boys Charlie and Waylon, friends, men's cult, and my family. Peace be with you all

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